214

down a lb a little disapointed its not two lbs but seriously excited Im below 215 AT LAST :)
I made grape, pear, cucmber spinach & carrot juice this morning. wasnt my favorite but I drank up. I have two cups left for lunch and Ill make something new for dinner. My honey is going to start juicing dinners with me. Im excited because he is jumping on the juice wagon and I wont have to make full on dinners for the kids, they dont care what they eat for dinner as long as they like it. Making dinner has been the hardest part of this journey, well not just dinner making food for all of them in general I just want to grab a bite one small bite and all would be ok in my head... so tonight I think ill let the boys make pigs in a blanket for themselfs they will have fun and keep me from having to be in the kitchen haha :)
The kids are currently enjoying their pigs in a blanket which by the way smell amazing hah and I'm
Waiting for my juice partner to get home from work so we can make our dinner.
I wonder will I ever get to a place in this journey were I won't want to taste the bad things? It's not really a craving as much as it is I like food, I enjoy dinners with friends I enjoy the taste of something delicious. I don't want to spend the rest of my life obsessing over every little thing I put in my mouth. I want to enjoy life and my life that means enjoy food. We eat pretty healthy so its not like eating bad 24/7 is my life. I'm not sure what the answer to this is for now I'll drink my juice and watch the weight fall off and deal with every day life as a skinny fat girl when that time comes.
If you follow me on pintrest you'll know I have been pining food like its going out of style. I could look and pin food all day long if time permitted. I'm
Not sure if it's filling the empty food place in my life back up with food or what but I have found some amazing dishes I can't wait to someday try lol.