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Week two down and Im excited to say I drooped 3.4lbs this week. Honestly was expecting to loose maybe one pound. Im still struggling with eating all my points. I feel like alls I do is eat all day every day yet I still end up with 15+ points left each night. Im even eating skinny cow ice cream at night. Either way eating more is helping me drop the pounds so I will continue to eat :) I talked to the ww leader today about this and she said I really need to work on using my points and to up my points with my meals. so thats what Ill be working on this week.
I have been getting alot of recipes for dinners from skinnytaste.com and so far all we have tried we have enjoyed! the kids LOVED her asian glazed drumsticks. (so did Bill and I ) but I was especially excited Picky Bradyn even liked them!
We went out to eat for my sister in laws brithday on Wednesday night and it was a spaghetti place. basically you could order spaghetti with meatballs or not and that was the menu ;) anyways I ate maybe half the plate of spaghetti before I was stuffed but I couldnt pass up a piece of her baskin robbins birthday cake. by the time we left I felt so uncomfortable not like overly stuffed just sick to my stomach. I felt that way the rest of the night. not sure if Im already adjusting to not eating that stuff or what. either way I wont be eating like that again for a LONG time!!!
I have been working up the guts to take some before pictures of myself but every time I take them I end up deleting them. I know later Im going to want them to see how far I have come but right now Im so disgusted with the way I look I cant keep a picture like that. my goal is to have that picture and post it here one day. I know no one is reading this but me but its still open to the world wide web and if I cant look at it I sure dont want to scare anyone else with having to look at it.